Knuckling under is NOT giving in

Friday:

Woke up early, ate a pair of my turkey wraps and prepared to meet the day.

I surfed the net for a while, and wrote some words.  A new day, yes, that helps.

Reflection last night was my reward for my bad day of eating.  Many thanks to my friend, hotlilmess, for suggesting it.

Rest assured that I am refocused, at least for the time being.

It is time to be hungry again.

You wanna know the truth?  Of course you do, or you wouldn’t be reading this pathetic attempt at getting fit.

Today is rough.  The pain in my hip is excruciating, every movement I have to stifle groans and cries of pain.  I’m depressed because of many things in my head, most of which is that I’m going back to work next week and I’m scared that all I’ll do is get hurt worse because I don’t think my back and hip are ready.

I’m tossing around the idea of eating whatever I want for the weekend and then starting over fresh when I get back to my job.

I don’t know what to do.

I had a bacon cheeseburger for dinner.  And a chocolate malt.  From Sonic.

Then we came home, and me n my little one made a fire with one of the prepper fire starters we made.  It was a very fun couple of hours sitting by the little flames.

The first cherry limb is trimmed, I even made a sweet little thumb rest.  Next up is sanding and then oiling.

Getting to bed early tonight, love my supporters.

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